a day in the life
it's weird how things can change so fast. my last entry? i was watching dr. phil with a group of friends, criticizing his methods. recently begun a job a friday's. had no idea where my future was going but i had ideas. ready to strike my way in the world.
yeah? all that, totally not happening. well except for my thoughts on dr. phil, he's just an ass.
quit my job at friday's. it was the first time that i gave up on something purely because i didn't like it. which was weird for me. i couldn't stand the job, hated every hour i was there. the people were nice but compromising my sanity for a fun conversation for a few hours wasn't cutting it. not the mention: the pay sucked
striking my way into the world? cliche but it didn't happened. i learned that i wasn't fully ready to do so but i also know that i probably won't fully ever be until i do it. but no way in hell am im going to walk into that situation already hating the outlook.
the school bit is hopefully looking up. i couldnt pay for the school i wanted to go to, which sucked so much. so i spent the next semester taking a class a the local community college. whether or not i'll still be able to go to columbia come fall is up in the air. and i want to go back someday. how soon? i don't know.
but the biggest thing. i lost a core group of my friends in a month. i've known them for around two-three years and in a month's time, it all comes undone. that alone shocks me. let alone the whole situation as to why. like they say: you never know a person until you (almost) live with them. and hey, i'm human, i'm still angry about it but each day less and less.
well, upside is. i have fun things to look forward to, so hey. life goes on.
yeah? all that, totally not happening. well except for my thoughts on dr. phil, he's just an ass.
quit my job at friday's. it was the first time that i gave up on something purely because i didn't like it. which was weird for me. i couldn't stand the job, hated every hour i was there. the people were nice but compromising my sanity for a fun conversation for a few hours wasn't cutting it. not the mention: the pay sucked
striking my way into the world? cliche but it didn't happened. i learned that i wasn't fully ready to do so but i also know that i probably won't fully ever be until i do it. but no way in hell am im going to walk into that situation already hating the outlook.
the school bit is hopefully looking up. i couldnt pay for the school i wanted to go to, which sucked so much. so i spent the next semester taking a class a the local community college. whether or not i'll still be able to go to columbia come fall is up in the air. and i want to go back someday. how soon? i don't know.
but the biggest thing. i lost a core group of my friends in a month. i've known them for around two-three years and in a month's time, it all comes undone. that alone shocks me. let alone the whole situation as to why. like they say: you never know a person until you (almost) live with them. and hey, i'm human, i'm still angry about it but each day less and less.
well, upside is. i have fun things to look forward to, so hey. life goes on.