Risk!
I am starting to realize that not only all of life is a risk, but moreso all of Love is a risk! I mean honestly, to let someone in that deep is a risk and to tell them what is in your head is a risk. To go on that date, or reach for their hand, look into their eye or taste their lips, all are risks. To stop thinking about others or stop looking for a "backup", to remain faithful and stay focuses on builing one house with one person as opposed to an emotional subdivision, it all takes balls and its all a huge risk. I guess im thinking this cuz once that risk falls through, we get so scared and scarred to take that risk again and we think to save ourselves from the heartache. But the heart doesnt work that way i think. I think it needs to be hurt, only to become stronger only to love again. To love without having had a broken heart is the worst thing cuz then you really dont appreciate what you have. When someone not only nurtures, but heals you and speaks the language your heart understands, if you've been hurt before, you fight tooth and nail to keep that. I can understand why some people would do anything for their love. And for those of us who are single, dont let your heart get hard and unresponsive because its the sensativity of the heart that makes it able to move past the past and into the future. im dealing with it now so I thought i'd just write a lil something in case anyone else was feeling kinda down about the whole thing.