fuck you you fucking fucker
Well i hadn't been on the comp in a while, so i hand wrote an lj entry to type, but it was sad and depressing and i don't wanna type it all
it was soemthing to this degree:
I give up already
Im sick of getting hurt
I was ready to let you in
and open up again
but you disappointed me
you always disappoint me
Ya that was not a good day. I lost my little bit of hope. And it sucked. And everyone is sad. Especially krista...and i love her so much she doesn't deserve it, not that any of us do?
So if there is a god, he hates me. And i have to say, "Are you happy god, cuz im miserable?" and it makes me mad, cuz im talking to something that doesn't even exist
So just in case anybody is reading this (im making it public) these are the ways to my heart:
1) compliments
2) chocolate
3) being very very sweet, yet still willing to fight with me
4) and striped polo shirts
and thats all i have to say
Much love <3
it was soemthing to this degree:
I give up already
Im sick of getting hurt
I was ready to let you in
and open up again
but you disappointed me
you always disappoint me
Ya that was not a good day. I lost my little bit of hope. And it sucked. And everyone is sad. Especially krista...and i love her so much she doesn't deserve it, not that any of us do?
So if there is a god, he hates me. And i have to say, "Are you happy god, cuz im miserable?" and it makes me mad, cuz im talking to something that doesn't even exist
So just in case anybody is reading this (im making it public) these are the ways to my heart:
1) compliments
2) chocolate
3) being very very sweet, yet still willing to fight with me
4) and striped polo shirts
and thats all i have to say
Much love <3