blah blah blah life sucks
so yesterday was a very shitty day...I really didn't do anything..just sat around my house...I think I left a total of 2 times....I went to kmart to buy a tv....which is still sitting in the its box in the living room because I can't lift it at all....and then torey came over so I drove around with her..we went to hy-vee's parking lot and I stayed in the car eating some DQ while torey talked to everyone...I felt so out of place....and then we went to travis'...they were watching wrestling....and torey was bored so we left....and then I came home....so today was just as bad except I was more social today...went to my first and only class on mondays and then I sat around and talked to marc, jessica, katie, emily and I think his name is larry?...not sure...but then I bought my books and jessica helped carry them...I didn't have that many but they were kind of heavy and I shouldn't lift heavy things right now...I really wish this back pain would just disappear...I kept waking up in the middle of the night because it hurt so bad....and my birthday is on Sunday...I just hope I feel up to it....I just haven't felt real "happy" lately....