Give me one fucking reason to love you

[altheiawhite]

You know what you did ?
You broke my heart
And now its still torn and the healing isnt as fast as I thought it would be
Although Im taking all the right medication
You torn it to shreds, with the knifing of your words
your looks, your actions
your lies.

I wish I had some thread and a big old needle
So I could stitch it back up
So you could tear it again?
I dont know
Dont want to know
2 hours and counting
Said youd phone 2 hours ago
2 hours and counting at 1 in the morning
who knows where you are
and my heart is bleeding

Thats what you did
You broke my heart
and the pain is so harsh that i lay in bed and cry
scalding acid tears that drip down my face
and onto my pillow
making my whole dreams
wet
not from you
thats what you did
you broke me in two
thought i could rely on you thought i could rely on you
though nothing thought wrong

Time to move over
Make space for a new implant
I wish you would come through
and give me a reason to stay with you
not once did you offer to help
Not once did you offer your services
seeing me pained and stressed
and you with nothing to do
not once did you think of phonin on time
and relieving my stress levels

2 hours and counting
you didnt think once of picking up the phone?
2 hours and counting mutherfucker i hate you
2 hours and counting and me all alone and you with God knows who.
2 hours and counting and still no you
But a broken heart
to remember the times where you cut me
with your knife.