These herbs are rare....

Apr 24, 2005 12:09

Better be divine
Bring me water
water for my mind
Give me something
Brethe love in my air
Don't abuse me
Because this love is rare.

If you want to feel me...

Its so rainy these past two days. I really should begin this damn essay.
Wish I could have sun all the time.
Sun shine
Sun bright
Light up the sun tonight.

Through this frame of mind, Im slightly more sane, thinking about the things you do.
You don't do.
You should do.
You can't do.

Is it me, or does his wallet stay locked?
I know its something that I keep thinking about but like, check: we go out for bowling and eat afterwards. In all it would have cost him 12$ to pay for me for the night. Does he? no. I have to pay him back for the bowling and he doesn't even offer for anything else. Its like, as long as he pays once a month, then he's good. But whatever.
I mean he is paying 200$ to go see my parents. Thats something.
So I suppose I shouldnt complain.
But whatever.
But this summer, since hes living at home and not paying for a damn thing why doesnt he pay for me to come and see him? I never understood that. I have to pay for my food, my bus, my phone and stuff, and no one thinks of offering to pay to see me. Oh whatever. I don't know if this is selfish or realistic. Thats the way Steve and I were. I would pay for him to come see me cause he never had money. And that was okay. Cause it made me happy.

Whatever.
Here's my philosophy: trying to make some cash, put together a cent with a dollar, for the one you love, you're still immature, selfish. whatever.

His friends are fun till a certain point: like that point starts to get wary at 1 in the morning.
Where he rushes home.
What about kisses on my neck?

Maybe I need someone else to do that for me...
?
Questionable.
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