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What really really irritates me is that he was the one that kept on to me about everyone around me, that kept harceling me about who I am talking to, dancing with, going out with etc. He's the one that was constantly on my back for everything and nothing. He's the one that kept after me like a cotdamn hawk in the sky, watching over me all the bloody time. He was the one that said that if I went to France it was okay, we could do it, we could stick it out and work it out. He was the one that was there for me and now this bullshit.
I dont even know what to feel, how to feel, where to express my feelings. Its foreign to me. Its like I dont even believe it happened. And I permit myself to miss him? Fuck that. I refuse this feeling anymore. I had enough bullshit...if D. taught me one thing it was that I was never going to put up with any fucking shit anymore from anyone. He acts so nonchalant that its stupid, its ridiculous, I feel like a damn fool half the time. Like if I stay around, Ill just be somebody's fool, someone that constantly checks on her man because fuck it, he cheats like a damn dog.
I should do the same thing. Shove it in his face like that, make him feel what I feel. Fuck. I wish he didnt tell me, I would have been okay. Ask about me? Okay let me tell you how shitty I feel right now. Run after me, Throw the world round for me. Come on do something that would make me come back to you. Tell me that im the one. SHOW me that im the one. Actions speak louder than words as you have shown me.
All this love and you burn it like that
good for you
I dont even know what to feel, how to feel, where to express my feelings. Its foreign to me. Its like I dont even believe it happened. And I permit myself to miss him? Fuck that. I refuse this feeling anymore. I had enough bullshit...if D. taught me one thing it was that I was never going to put up with any fucking shit anymore from anyone. He acts so nonchalant that its stupid, its ridiculous, I feel like a damn fool half the time. Like if I stay around, Ill just be somebody's fool, someone that constantly checks on her man because fuck it, he cheats like a damn dog.
I should do the same thing. Shove it in his face like that, make him feel what I feel. Fuck. I wish he didnt tell me, I would have been okay. Ask about me? Okay let me tell you how shitty I feel right now. Run after me, Throw the world round for me. Come on do something that would make me come back to you. Tell me that im the one. SHOW me that im the one. Actions speak louder than words as you have shown me.
All this love and you burn it like that
good for you