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Thoughts on frills
Looking through my Livejournal, this is totally unsuitable for using as a Lolita fashion/lifestyle blog XD
Guess I'll need to start a new one and leave this for the occasional existential crisis that has to be written out... -
Thoughts on THE TRVEST OF TRVE METALS
...and I'm still here!
Been thinking a bit about the future of metal, as catalysed by an excellent blog called Poetry of Subculture... that and ANUS.com, repugnant though the members (ha!) might be to me. Lyrically, I think I have it all figured out - the next step is, as it were, to step backward, to regain the triumph, the self-assuredness, to ( Read more... ) -
Thoughts on failure
Important to note that I'm not depressed at the moment; neither suicidal by any stretch of the imagination, which is good.
I've been under a lot of stress in the past week, some self-inflicted when I got into the habit of sleeping at hours later than 6 in the morning before any of my stressors appeared. Now that crisis is averted, I'm attempting ( Read more... ) -
Thoughts on continuation
I'm diverse. I'm being pulled apart, my mind's scattered, I'm in a different city with different people far too often. It's too much ( Read more... ) -
Thoughts on... I dunno any more, learned helplessness
A lot of stuff has happened in the past month or so, but none of it has been the breakthrough I've been hoping will happen without any effort from me. Of course that thought is a mistake ( Read more... ) -
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I'm bored.
Well, not bored, but lacking in priorities.
Hard to motivate myself to go on a nice long coastal walk, even though I know I'd enjoy it more than being inside here.
Something to work on... -
just...
angry; mind-disruptingly, viciously so. You'd never know it to look at me.
The blade I hold behind my back cuts with impatience. -
Thoughts on rediscovering old friends
You try to deconstruct yourself, improve, become the best you've been
and your past comes back.
She is bad habits by the handful, but they've never been as sweet-- -
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Every one of us alive today is the culmination of millions of years of human (pre)history, at least. (Bit more complicated when you start thinking on a planetary scale though ( Read more... ) -
MBTI
I've been strangely interested in the MBTI/enneagram/other systems that generalise, quantise and seek to put me in little boxes for... at least three or four years now, and it's only now that I think I'm getting somewhere on discovering my type. I started out as INTJ (which I may very well have been at that point), travelled towards INTX, INTP last ( Read more... )