May 01, 2005 20:55
Well, I'm home.
The apartment is empty. The cat is freaked out. I'm exhausted.
I have no fucking idea where to start, so I'm going to watch "Desperate Housewives" and escape for a while.
Tere's a loooooooooooong post forming in my head.....I will have to be in better control of myemotions before I can tackle something like that.
Suffice it to say "SHIT!".
I KNOW I spend the last 19 1/2 years getting him ready for this day.
I KNOW we don't get to keep our kids!
I KNOW it's supposed to be this way!
Doesn't make it any easier!
Peace. Out. (Good night, Pookie! Miss you a ton already!)