Gaming Again
Alright, I've come to a decision about gaming. I had thought that after the bit of writing I did, I was very excited to play again. But when I got there...it was the same thing all over again. The excitement that I had? Drained away during the game till the point where when I got home I didn't want to do it anymore. And so all week I've been asking myself again "What do I get out of gaming?" And the answer isn't what it used to be. And it's not that I no longer like the idea of gaming, it's that I don't like the way this group is turning out.
And after the conversation with Matt last night, I think things will only get worse. People gaming without everyone there? People letting others know that if their character dies or disapears, that the others character will have an assasin comming after them? Constant bickering? Not for me. I'm going to take a month or two off from paper and Dice RPG. Maybe in that time I'll try and form my own group, but until then, I'm done.
I'm sorry if this inconvieninces anyone, but I have more important things to do with my time then fighting to make gaming fun again. It's got nothing to do with the GM. Mike's a good story teller, and that's important to a game. Unfortunatly, the group hasn't meshed, and if they haven't in this long, I don't think they will.
And after the conversation with Matt last night, I think things will only get worse. People gaming without everyone there? People letting others know that if their character dies or disapears, that the others character will have an assasin comming after them? Constant bickering? Not for me. I'm going to take a month or two off from paper and Dice RPG. Maybe in that time I'll try and form my own group, but until then, I'm done.
I'm sorry if this inconvieninces anyone, but I have more important things to do with my time then fighting to make gaming fun again. It's got nothing to do with the GM. Mike's a good story teller, and that's important to a game. Unfortunatly, the group hasn't meshed, and if they haven't in this long, I don't think they will.