stupid

[alpineavens]

I did something I shouldn't have done.

and now I feel kind of crappy. but at least I think I have a better understanding of why I feel the way I do and why I have some of the issues that I do.

I wish I could explain it, but I think it's better not to. let's just say I'm trying to learn from my mistakes.

so maybe it wasn't such a stupid thing to do after all...