Keep dreaming.

[alphiriel]

I really don't know what's wrong with me.  I cried at the end of "Writer's Block."  I cried on the way out the door.  I cried in the car home.  And I don't even know why.  I cry at strange times.  When I should be happy, I cry.

I think it might be because I feel

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[rainbowspy]

Aww, Tree... *hugs* I wish I could cheer you up like you constantly cheer me up, but it looks like other people have gotten here first and done a better job than I could hope to.

But you ARE loved-- by me, by the rest of TSRIRP, by Puck, by that Rebecca person I don't know, and by the rest of the NML and every Star Wars board you're a part of. And anyone who doesn't think you're awesome obviously doesn't know you because you're an incredible person. You're always so incredibly friendly and nice to people around you, and you do so incredibly much-- talentless, you say? Have you read the awesome fanfiction you write? Writing and singing are DEFINATELY things to be proud of. And if you're good at math, well, that's going to get you everywhere in life. And you know? I'm so awful at it it's not even funny. And, I know you've heard this, but you can do ANYTHING you put your mind to. You can write advice columns, you can sing on Broadway, you can play the piano in Carnigie Hall, you can work for Pixar and make "Finding Nemo Five," you can be the head of some famous Star Wars museum; whatever you put your mind to is possible. Maybe right now you feel like you aren't really great at anything, but if you really find something you love and work at it I know you can totally conquer it.

And what do you mean about never being able to make people laugh? You always manage to make me smile and laugh in some way or another. You're amazingly good at cheering people up, though you may not think so. And I seriously doubt that you're always cranky and mean. Maybe occasionally, but c'mon-- who isn't? I've snapped at people more times than I'd want to count. Everyone does. It doesn't make you a bad person. You're extremely nice and friendly and awesome; once again, anyone who says otherwise has no idea who the real Tree is.

And if you died, I don't know what I'd do. I know a lot more people care than you think/thought when you wrote this.

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And remember: Just 14 more days until Revenge of the Sith opens... ^_^

<33333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333 you! I hope you already feel much better than you did when you wrote this entry by the time you read this. Did that make sense? Meh. Kind of. *hugs*

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Spy

[alphiriel]

*sobs; blows nose* I love you, Spy-Fly. Yes, I'm feeling a lot better today, but your comment still made me happier.

*makes lightsaber noises*

[rainbowspy]

*hands over a box of kleenex* Glad you're feeling better, and glad I could further cheer you up! ^_^

*joins in the lightsaber noise making, wielding her current cardboard model of Obi-Wan's saber* En guard!

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