independantly happy
weekend
Current mood: thoughtful
first weekend, in navasota...my godess how did i end up back here? i'm stupid you're smarter, i remember falling, i remember fighting, like a one man army....and here we go with the mixed emotions and mixed drinks and the girl of my dreams should have never shown up and yet why else would all the pains in my neck only get worse when all i have to worry about is everything and nothing in the world is what it seems in a interconnected mess of what truth never could seem to become under pressure and only cook till simmering...sleeping and traveling and hoping and crying and fearing and maybe just maybe she's gonna make it after all...
alyssa...and HAHAHA funny (not really) little gaberial, get up its time for school...what? no, not THAT shirt, look at that stain and NO alyssa you can't have a candy bar for breakfast...yes i got your papers signed and YES i'm going to be there after school...am i having fun yet? the hook is sharp and pretty and shiny and look! on the end there is a tasty treat...i just HAVE to grab on...
fuck it
i'm closer to happy than i've been in a while
so
this will do
Current mood: thoughtful
first weekend, in navasota...my godess how did i end up back here? i'm stupid you're smarter, i remember falling, i remember fighting, like a one man army....and here we go with the mixed emotions and mixed drinks and the girl of my dreams should have never shown up and yet why else would all the pains in my neck only get worse when all i have to worry about is everything and nothing in the world is what it seems in a interconnected mess of what truth never could seem to become under pressure and only cook till simmering...sleeping and traveling and hoping and crying and fearing and maybe just maybe she's gonna make it after all...
alyssa...and HAHAHA funny (not really) little gaberial, get up its time for school...what? no, not THAT shirt, look at that stain and NO alyssa you can't have a candy bar for breakfast...yes i got your papers signed and YES i'm going to be there after school...am i having fun yet? the hook is sharp and pretty and shiny and look! on the end there is a tasty treat...i just HAVE to grab on...
fuck it
i'm closer to happy than i've been in a while
so
this will do