Oh, i WOULD... and i WILL!

[alpha_y_beta]

i don't think i'm a bad person, not by any means. but, of course, like anyone else, i sometimes do some stupid things. and i've been thinking lately "i should stop procrastinating. i need to straighten myself out a bit." in the past few months i've done some pretty dumb things, [yeah, i know]. ha. so... i have the strongest conscience ever. i can't do one little thing wrong without feeling bad about it forever. i'm going to improve my life by a thousand [or maybe even more, like infinity]. i'm changing a lot of things, even my diet. i already had weird eating guidelines, but i could be a lot healthier. i'm going to start excercising too. i read this magazine article on "5 ways to help reverse asthma". haha. i'm DEFINITELY trying that! for a healthier, happier Jamie. don't get me wrong, i am happy now, but i could be happier. 4real. i don't know how i ever got so pessimistic. but this mood has been lasting a month or more, so, it's definitely time for a change. i just watched Bruce Almighty for the whatever-th time. i like that movie. it reminds me of how much i love God. sometimes, i feel like the person i love the most is the one i spend the least time on. that doesn't seem right at all. ::change::

"and if you want to sing out, sing out
and if you want to be free, be free
there's a million ways to be
you know that there are.

you can do what you want.
the oportunitys on.
and if you find a new way,
you can try it today.
don't you see
it's easy
you only need to know
if you want to sing out, sing out.
and if you want to be free, be free..." :) 8D !!!!!