i wrote this a while ago.[i was in a very Azure Ray mood].it's untitled.maybe for no purpose at all.
I can't quite describe days like this. i dwell on all the things i'm supposed to miss. i'm stuck, longing for some strangers kiss. i try hard to smile buy i'm a mess. i dont know what went wrong but i feel so wrecked. i have to force myself just to get dressed. my jaw aches and i dont want to open my mouth. it's filled with this horrid taste and no matter how many times i brush my teeth it just won't leave me. looking back on childhook memories. things were screwed up then. we were just too naive. the past is stupid anyways
but nothing fills these lonely days.
i get lost in my reflection. i dont think i look like anything at all. i dont have anyone that will always call. when the sun sets on the 29th i still cant find my shadow, it died. everything is going quite all right. i just wonder where ill land tonight. ive been thinking of a crush i had. its so impossible. its so sad. i feel like i am catatonic sometimes. i get stuck staring at nothingness. where i cant see cant hear anything. thats how you make me feel. if i could move. id sure move closer to you. but i cant seem to find any of my thoughts. they were clear last night. maybe they just gave up. theres something distant that i want . ive never hadit. so memories from the past wont ever haunt. i just froze up, standing there. i certainly dont know what im doing here. im just trying to my place. but it feels so far, like outer space. im really not trying to bum you out. i really want to help you out. but
sometimes i need you to help me too. maybe ill never save you, but ill always try please just hold me. tell me its okay to cry. and when you leave this town. i hope you wont leave down. i hope you wont forget me. but even if you do. i wont forget you. never forget that.
but nothing fills these lonely days.
i get lost in my reflection. i dont think i look like anything at all. i dont have anyone that will always call. when the sun sets on the 29th i still cant find my shadow, it died. everything is going quite all right. i just wonder where ill land tonight. ive been thinking of a crush i had. its so impossible. its so sad. i feel like i am catatonic sometimes. i get stuck staring at nothingness. where i cant see cant hear anything. thats how you make me feel. if i could move. id sure move closer to you. but i cant seem to find any of my thoughts. they were clear last night. maybe they just gave up. theres something distant that i want . ive never hadit. so memories from the past wont ever haunt. i just froze up, standing there. i certainly dont know what im doing here. im just trying to my place. but it feels so far, like outer space. im really not trying to bum you out. i really want to help you out. but
sometimes i need you to help me too. maybe ill never save you, but ill always try please just hold me. tell me its okay to cry. and when you leave this town. i hope you wont leave down. i hope you wont forget me. but even if you do. i wont forget you. never forget that.