quote: you are my soul
Why is it that sometimes the best thing you can do for yourself is the hardest thing you ever found yourself doing? and if it's the best thing for you...why does it hurt? Why do you end up so confused. It is nice seein there is still decent poeple out there in a sense of who I have met since I have moved. Even now having people around me and a hectic long work scedule it's still so easy to feel alone. Yet to find out...there's alot of poeple we're connected to in some way because of this screwed up world. Nice to see poeple Identify yet it still goes on. Not sure If im making any sense with all this...more so just ranting but, I will say I miss my friends...and I miss Josh. It all sucks, but what can you do but, keep going on cuz who's to say you'll ever get it back. In my case it's likely. That's definitly a feeling I hate that surounds my whole inner being til I feel like I can't breathe. I hate waiting for the "feeling" to pass. Sad thing is it only passes to only return again. I've got the start of a change...yet I wish some of my past was a part of the change...