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Today for the second time in one or two weeks... I wake up in the morning as usual and then when I'm going about my day and going to work I realize I can't really focus on anything and I feel nauseous.
Like today was really bad because I was trying to listen to the voicemails at work and I couldn’t do it, I would hear the guys name and the phone number and couldn’t associate any letters or numbers with them at all. A few hours later after I felt better I went back to listen to the messages again and I was fine but I looked at what I tried to write down from it was it was crazy. The guy said his name was Neville and I had started to write an R and the phone number was totally messed up with numbers not even in it.
My right hand also goes numb and I eventually get a headache trying to focus on stuff when I can’t. Today it (being the whole nauseous/not being able to focus on anything) went away by 10 or 11am after waking up around 8am but the first time it happened it didn’t go away until about 1pm I believe. I wonder if it’s from a lack of sleep. The first occurrence was when we had first got Ian the dumb foster dog and Eric and I weren’t getting any sleep at all because he would toss and turn all night long right on top of us. Now that Ian is finally gone I’m still not getting very much sleep.
I really wanted to make a cookies n cream cheesecake yesterday or today but I had a hard time finding a recipe, which I still don’t technically have but was going to concoct these other recipes I found. I feel like I keep running out of time to do anything. The cheesecake has to bake and then sit and then fridgerate and it’s almost 9pm.
I finally wrote my victim’s statement for the court to read at the trial convicting the drunk that killed Evan and Jill. Kathy wanted all Evan’s friends to write one so I had to message them all on myspace because I didn’t know how else to contact them and it was like over 100 individual messages. Eric was really impressed with what I wrote though which makes me feel good since he is the writer.
I finally called RIT this week and found out my summer school schedule is 6/2-8/11 M-F 9a-5p with an hour and a half break in the middle. That just leaves me to work at Salvatore’s on the weekends, which I don’t even know if I can do that because I don’t know what the homework or projects look like. Oh well, I’ll get through it.
I want to hang out with people more often.
Like today was really bad because I was trying to listen to the voicemails at work and I couldn’t do it, I would hear the guys name and the phone number and couldn’t associate any letters or numbers with them at all. A few hours later after I felt better I went back to listen to the messages again and I was fine but I looked at what I tried to write down from it was it was crazy. The guy said his name was Neville and I had started to write an R and the phone number was totally messed up with numbers not even in it.
My right hand also goes numb and I eventually get a headache trying to focus on stuff when I can’t. Today it (being the whole nauseous/not being able to focus on anything) went away by 10 or 11am after waking up around 8am but the first time it happened it didn’t go away until about 1pm I believe. I wonder if it’s from a lack of sleep. The first occurrence was when we had first got Ian the dumb foster dog and Eric and I weren’t getting any sleep at all because he would toss and turn all night long right on top of us. Now that Ian is finally gone I’m still not getting very much sleep.
I really wanted to make a cookies n cream cheesecake yesterday or today but I had a hard time finding a recipe, which I still don’t technically have but was going to concoct these other recipes I found. I feel like I keep running out of time to do anything. The cheesecake has to bake and then sit and then fridgerate and it’s almost 9pm.
I finally wrote my victim’s statement for the court to read at the trial convicting the drunk that killed Evan and Jill. Kathy wanted all Evan’s friends to write one so I had to message them all on myspace because I didn’t know how else to contact them and it was like over 100 individual messages. Eric was really impressed with what I wrote though which makes me feel good since he is the writer.
I finally called RIT this week and found out my summer school schedule is 6/2-8/11 M-F 9a-5p with an hour and a half break in the middle. That just leaves me to work at Salvatore’s on the weekends, which I don’t even know if I can do that because I don’t know what the homework or projects look like. Oh well, I’ll get through it.
I want to hang out with people more often.