Feb 23, 2008 18:32
I hate arguements but then again who likes them? I just got done arguing with Jason and it was just a no win situation. I always bitch about him not spending enough time with me and he's always saying I need to find something to do with my time instead of being up his ass 24/7 but I can't help it. He was in prison for over a year and I'm still trying to get back that time and man has it been a struggle. i guess once time has passed you really can never get it back.
I don't know maybe I have A.D.D...who knows, maybe I'm crazy. I just wish there was a "how to" book on how to deal with these issuses in life,but no they only provide such services if you need to know how to fix your computer or how to get stains out of clothes.
I used to not have this problem, I used to be independent, but now i'm that pathetic girl friend that follows her boy friend around likea little lost puppy that you point your finger at and feel sorry for. maybe I'll get over my 24/7 addiction. I hope so.