to conclude of you...
guess what? im done im through with you. did you think that your lien ways would never get to me? cus if you did than your just the fuckin stupidest person i know. and i dont need to take you ontop of all my other shit. i tried to work it out with you and you ran, and talk to me when you feel like it or when its convinient. well screw you im not gonna make an atemp to hang out with you any more, and when you ask me to im just gonna say no. cus you played me bitch you fuckin played me. so when you are ready to stop your shit and wise up than you come talk to me, and i might talk back but if not than get over it cus you fucked this one up your self!
hm... do i think im really over this? will these feelings last? who knows but right now im smilin cus i dont have to frown when i see you any more, i dont have to feel upset when i see you laughin and havin a good time, i can have my bad time lighten a little better because i dont have you pounding on me. yeah so fuck you and dont say hi to me any more, cus your just another person that played with my mind. you were my best friend, you were there for me and you gave me the hugs i needed when i needed them, maybe thats why this hurt so bad, but it doesnt hurt any more i dont care if i ever talk to you again. we were through so much, and we both lost one of our close friends, but you told me that would never happen to us, it was too strong, and i believed you and i dont know who to blame for that cus you lied to me more time than i can count but i believed you im so god damn fuckin gullable...shit
i dont consider my self better than any one, but i do consider my ways a hell of alot better than yours. and thats real hard for me to say cus i think VERY lowly of my self, but i dont lie to my friends like you do thats just rediculous, you just wont see it happen. i lose alot of my friends but not because i betrayed them. so im givin up on bein your friend cus if i keep tryin than im just bein the weak one again, i thought i was stronger at first but im really weak, so i need to strengthen up and go my seprate way cus you matter no more...
*~LauRen~*
hm... do i think im really over this? will these feelings last? who knows but right now im smilin cus i dont have to frown when i see you any more, i dont have to feel upset when i see you laughin and havin a good time, i can have my bad time lighten a little better because i dont have you pounding on me. yeah so fuck you and dont say hi to me any more, cus your just another person that played with my mind. you were my best friend, you were there for me and you gave me the hugs i needed when i needed them, maybe thats why this hurt so bad, but it doesnt hurt any more i dont care if i ever talk to you again. we were through so much, and we both lost one of our close friends, but you told me that would never happen to us, it was too strong, and i believed you and i dont know who to blame for that cus you lied to me more time than i can count but i believed you im so god damn fuckin gullable...shit
i dont consider my self better than any one, but i do consider my ways a hell of alot better than yours. and thats real hard for me to say cus i think VERY lowly of my self, but i dont lie to my friends like you do thats just rediculous, you just wont see it happen. i lose alot of my friends but not because i betrayed them. so im givin up on bein your friend cus if i keep tryin than im just bein the weak one again, i thought i was stronger at first but im really weak, so i need to strengthen up and go my seprate way cus you matter no more...
*~LauRen~*