her eyes did fill with tears, it was extraordinary...

[alonedownthere]

So yesterday I found myself hiking through the woods alone, listening to sigur ros, smoking american spirits, more or less at peace with the world. (seriously!) Later Chelsey and I talked about the distentegration of relationships, especially as the formalities of friendship are cast off to see what, if anything, real still exists. I think all of the sobriety and early morning exercise and such has payed off in the form of a clarity I'm not sure I want to face. This morning I arrived in Seattle and Brad told me that an eighth of shrooms is only ten bucks and the E is clean. I'm feeling positive today. Here's to understanding nothing.

(oh, if anyone can name the song that my subject heading refers to, they get bonus cool points.)