better left unsaid

[alone_to_bleed]

Everything is so good but so bad. I just got off the phone with Amber. Whoohoo. I feel better. I love talking to her. I really love her. And i'm not letting go ever again. Na matter how bad things get. I promise YOU amber i will never leave your side again

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ahhh....real.....monsters....

[ashes_burning]

i don't understand anymore. i am such a bad friend. i ddin't mean to make you feel like i left you. i swear on my life i didnt. no matter what i do i keep hurting ymsefl and everyone around me

Re: ahhh....real.....monsters....

[alone_to_bleed]

But why do you say such bad things about yourself when there not even true. You are the bestest friend that i have had in a long time. But things just dont seem like they used to. i used to talk to you all the time and now its once and awhile. Where are you gone to? Do you not want to be friends anymore? I dont know what to do anymore. I'm lossing it. I miss you. I ♥ you so much. Your like my older sister that i never had. I really want us to say friends. I dont want anyone or thing to get in our way of being friends but if that not what you want just tell me. I just feel like you'd rather be with riley than me sometimes. I feel left out so bad. I dont have anyone to love. I'd like us to hang out sometime soon. Please thats all i ask.

I'm sorry.

.Emily.

Re: ahhh....real.....monsters....

[ashes_burning]

its not that i dont have time wfor you i just have so much going on. rileya nd i are fighting. my great greandma is still in the hospital my mom found out about me having sex. my dad thinks i don't spend enough time with him. i am being pulled in so many directions and i don't know where to go or what to do. no matter what i end up hurting someone! of course i still want to be friends. and i know we don't talk as much but to me its seems li ke you are always with camera so i don't know what to do. god! ia m crying AGAIN