better left unsaid
Everything is so good but so bad. I just got off the phone with Amber. Whoohoo. I feel better. I love talking to her. I really love her. And i'm not letting go ever again. Na matter how bad things get. I promise YOU amber i will never leave your side again.
I feel so alone somethimes. I wish asley would come back. I miss her alot. I want her back so bad. I feel like she has left me in the cold. But i'm sure she has a good reason for everything she always dose. I just love her so much and i dont want us to grow any more aprat. I want to always be there for her. I love you ashes!
I went to the mall last night for my birth day. Whoop whoop. I got some cloths and stuff ... ... Camera went with me and we had alot of fun i guess you could say. This birth-day is gonna be the worst i can already tell. I dont know how i can tell but i just know it wont be all that great.
I havent cut in 2 weeks and 3 days. But i feel the need to cut so bad. I want to so bad ..... I just do. I miss all my friends. I miss my old life but i like my new one. Its more healthier. I have some kick ass friends. New and old. NAd i love all of you. Whoohooo.
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I feel so alone somethimes. I wish asley would come back. I miss her alot. I want her back so bad. I feel like she has left me in the cold. But i'm sure she has a good reason for everything she always dose. I just love her so much and i dont want us to grow any more aprat. I want to always be there for her. I love you ashes!
I went to the mall last night for my birth day. Whoop whoop. I got some cloths and stuff ... ... Camera went with me and we had alot of fun i guess you could say. This birth-day is gonna be the worst i can already tell. I dont know how i can tell but i just know it wont be all that great.
I havent cut in 2 weeks and 3 days. But i feel the need to cut so bad. I want to so bad ..... I just do. I miss all my friends. I miss my old life but i like my new one. Its more healthier. I have some kick ass friends. New and old. NAd i love all of you. Whoohooo.
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