mixed emotions
WELL WELL WELL, we meet again nerdy computer, fast typing girl named DEE.
Easter was fun, i thought it would be the one time where our family didnt argue about something that was really stupid, but i guess thats how we set our minds when the devil attacks us. We argue about something so stupid as fixing a car or walking the dog, crap like that makes me mad. My family doesnt know CHRIST as well as they should. that makes me furious i want my family to be all that God wants us to be, and even when i try to bring something up about God or Jesus, its like i get shut off like a faucet. I know i am the youngest in my family, but where does it stop if i dont stand up? Its ridiculous, to sit through a whole meal and not talk to my family about the ways of Jesus and how He has risen.
OTHER THAN THAT.......i got to see friends, which made me happy! I wish i could just hang out with them all the time, laugh, cry, even PEE? (CHRIS)not going to happen though. shannon leaves in a day......that makes me very very sad, and when she leaves, i wont get to hang out with chris cj or rajeev as much, sad times.....but lifes a struggle
Here i am again, in this raging sea, on my knees again, deep comes to deep, i feel im drowning my arms are just to tired to swim, i feel like im sinking, on my knees again, and roar of your waterfall and the beautiful storm of you, it finds me holding on, better find me true. here i am again, in need of you, broken, beaten, needing you, wash me clean set me free hold me close and comfort me.
God, help me with my family and help me to say the right things and not get so aggravated or caught up in silly arguments. I know and i have faith that we are a very strong family and a lot has happened to us and IS happening to us, but i know that will only make us stronger. Thank you GOD THANK YOU! I LOVE YOU LORD!
-NERDY and FAST TYPING-
Dee
><>JESUS<>
Easter was fun, i thought it would be the one time where our family didnt argue about something that was really stupid, but i guess thats how we set our minds when the devil attacks us. We argue about something so stupid as fixing a car or walking the dog, crap like that makes me mad. My family doesnt know CHRIST as well as they should. that makes me furious i want my family to be all that God wants us to be, and even when i try to bring something up about God or Jesus, its like i get shut off like a faucet. I know i am the youngest in my family, but where does it stop if i dont stand up? Its ridiculous, to sit through a whole meal and not talk to my family about the ways of Jesus and how He has risen.
OTHER THAN THAT.......i got to see friends, which made me happy! I wish i could just hang out with them all the time, laugh, cry, even PEE? (CHRIS)not going to happen though. shannon leaves in a day......that makes me very very sad, and when she leaves, i wont get to hang out with chris cj or rajeev as much, sad times.....but lifes a struggle
Here i am again, in this raging sea, on my knees again, deep comes to deep, i feel im drowning my arms are just to tired to swim, i feel like im sinking, on my knees again, and roar of your waterfall and the beautiful storm of you, it finds me holding on, better find me true. here i am again, in need of you, broken, beaten, needing you, wash me clean set me free hold me close and comfort me.
God, help me with my family and help me to say the right things and not get so aggravated or caught up in silly arguments. I know and i have faith that we are a very strong family and a lot has happened to us and IS happening to us, but i know that will only make us stronger. Thank you GOD THANK YOU! I LOVE YOU LORD!
-NERDY and FAST TYPING-
Dee
><>JESUS<>