aftermath........

[alohabroha332]

well, its been a long spring break, and nothing that i hoped for happened except that God has touched my heart once again and has made me learn more about friendship. I think it is better for me to learn now then to learn 5 years from now, but that's how God planned it. I still love the friendships that i've made, and i will continue them i know that shannon is hurt from it, but she needs to be happy and not have something like this mess with her life and relationships with others. Chris is just truckin a long being strong, there is nothing i can say that's negative about Chris, just an all around good guy. Jack, is happier and i think that is awesome, i like being his friend and i will continue to be his friend, im just glad that he's happier now.
People come and go and now that 2 people i have grown with and loved on are leaving im not as sad as i was. Shannon leaves in 5 days, i am so excited for her and what God is going to do in her life. I cant wait until she's back in CO hanging out again. Pastor Benny (my BUDDY) leaves next thursday, i cried for two and a half days when i found out he was leaving, he has taught me so much and has pushed my limits to do things that i was scared of doing. I love that he will always be there for me to come talk to or just hang out with. I will miss that for sure, but i hope that i can find that soon in another pastor or friend.
I WILL MISS THEM.