Heartbeat Chapter 4
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The next day at work, I'm a mess. I can't focus, I can barely concentrate. I still feel humiliated and as if I did something terribly wrong to Sho. I'm franticly worrying that he will pass through any one of these corridors at any moment, and try to talk to me. "I feel like an animal running away from the predator." I'm grateful that I'm not working with him today, but Honda sensei is noticing my lack of attention because at the end of the first surgery of the day as we're walking down the hall, he tells me that I should head home. "You don't look to good old sport. I think you need a rest, I have enough staff for the day to carry on." "Thank the heavens! I need time to think." I give him my thanks and head down to grab my stuff to go.
And there he was.
The man who's been invading my mind all day is leisurely walking down the hall. He's reading off a clipboard, his eyes scanning the pages thoroughly. "Don't make eye contact , don't make eye contact Jun, just don't make eye contact", but luck hasn't been on my side lately since he suddenly looks up from the clipboard, as if he noticed my presence.
"Jun.." I can't bare what he might have to say and I end up walking right past him as if he wasn't even there. I barely make it a few feet until I hear his voice again, but this time, it's stern. bold.
"Jun, pleas Don't do this." He turns to me, his eyes soft. The hall feels like it's shrinking in size at the sheer worry and anticipation that I'm feeling.
"Can we please talk?" He walks up to me, each of his foot steps echoing louder than the last on the tiled floors beneath us.
"H-here?" "Well, it wouldn't be easier to talk if I wasn't on the verge of a full out panic attack."I think he could tell that my words were about to form into a train wreck. He gives one look over the hall to see if anyone is about to walk by, and he begins to talk.
"I want you to know that last night wasn't a mistake. I..I really enjoyed myself. You made me feel free, and," he stumbles over the last bit of words, "I enjoyed how you and I danced together."He scans the hall again, then looks back at me, sheer determination etched on his face.
"Take me back there, please. I want to enjoy myself with you again, and please, don't feel guilty about what you did." "He does not know the EXTREME flood of relief that his words just gave me."
"Of course. You know what? We can start over. I'll meet you at the same club again tonight." We separate in different directions down the hall, and it takes all of my inner will power not to jump for joy.
That same night, I'm sitting at the bar waiting for Sho while the bar tender has decided it's time to play '21 questions' with me. "So, are you two officially a couple?" "How'd you get so close?" "Have you fucked yet?" I successfully dodge every one of his questions and tell him to mind his business for once. Before long, I feel a pair of arms land on my shoulders. "Hey you, did I make you wait long?" I turn around in my seat to tell him no, but I'm more enthralled with what he's wearing.
Low cut black T-shirt.
Black pants that are wrapped around his curves.
"Oh Sho, how you entice me."
I nod my head towards the dance floor. "My song is playing." He runs his hand down my shoulder and arm to grab my hand and we head over to the floor. "Openly flirting I see. You really did mean what you said then." As we begin to dance, Sho is giving me the occasional flirtatious shy smile and the look in his eyes is showing something more. He again rubs his hands down my forearms to grab my waist gently as he slowly rocks his hips to the beat. Guessing that this is his own silent form of permission to take things further, I do just that."You definitely don't know that I have a P.hD in body language." I grab his hips and swivel them against mine, going along with the slow beat that's playing around us. He leans his head in between my neck and moans lightly again."Hey," I tilt his head towards mine and I smile, "Look at me." His eyes pierce through mine as he smirks and begins to move his hips harder. And before I realize, his lips are mine. His little innocent kiss doesn't last long though as he soon slips his tongue in, and I'm left marveling at how good it feels. I pull him closer to me, if it were even possible at the state of closeness we're already at, and I deepen the kiss, showing him what I'm made of, our hips are left still unmoving in their rhythm. He soon pulls away, only to lean in close in my ear. "Take me home with you, Jun." I have no objection towards that as I take his hand and quickly walk out of the club with him.
Our mouths are instantly fused together once we get inside the door to my place. I know we're both in the right state of mind, so I know he wants this just as much as I do as well,and that makes me feel a thousand times better about our current situation. In our state of passion, going to the bed would take to long, so we, well I, mostly because I basically guided him there, decide that the couch is the only and best option. I take my time with exploring his neck with my mouth, his mewls and whimpers going straight to my cock. His shirt is next on my list of items to go as I waste no time with taking in each one of his nipples. my hands, being the little wanders that they are, go straight to his pants next and swiftly pull them off, I then stand to give him a good once- over. Flushed and needy, he looks up at me with sultry eyes. "Come back down here and fuck me Matsumoto." "Ohh, fierce, I like that." I don't give him what he wants though and I begin to strip off, giving him a little show, because I can be a tease when I want to be, and I like it. My own need gets ahead of me though as I waste no time in finding what I need behind the cushions. Sho bites his lip in anticipation as I spread his legs and slowly begin to prep him. Even during sex he's graceful. The slow arch of his back amazes me as I push my fingers in deeper. I hastily prep myself and push my need into his heat. "Oh my, that feels pretty amazing." His moans reach higher and higher levels as I set the pace and we lose ourselves. Sho pulls me in for a kiss and mewls one last time as he comes, and I'm left a grunting mess as I reach my climax. As I pull out, I decide that this would probably be the right time to talk about where we stand, but I look down at him and he's drifting off.
"Really? You're the spitting image of a cliche right now." But his cute yawn and the way he's snuggling into my couch cushions make up for any further snarky comments "I probably pulled the last bit of energy that he had." Picking him up, and marveling at how light he is, I bring him into my room.
"We're sure going to have a hell of a lot to talk over during breakfast aren't we?"
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The next day at work, I'm a mess. I can't focus, I can barely concentrate. I still feel humiliated and as if I did something terribly wrong to Sho. I'm franticly worrying that he will pass through any one of these corridors at any moment, and try to talk to me. "I feel like an animal running away from the predator." I'm grateful that I'm not working with him today, but Honda sensei is noticing my lack of attention because at the end of the first surgery of the day as we're walking down the hall, he tells me that I should head home. "You don't look to good old sport. I think you need a rest, I have enough staff for the day to carry on." "Thank the heavens! I need time to think." I give him my thanks and head down to grab my stuff to go.
And there he was.
The man who's been invading my mind all day is leisurely walking down the hall. He's reading off a clipboard, his eyes scanning the pages thoroughly. "Don't make eye contact , don't make eye contact Jun, just don't make eye contact", but luck hasn't been on my side lately since he suddenly looks up from the clipboard, as if he noticed my presence.
"Jun.." I can't bare what he might have to say and I end up walking right past him as if he wasn't even there. I barely make it a few feet until I hear his voice again, but this time, it's stern. bold.
"Jun, pleas Don't do this." He turns to me, his eyes soft. The hall feels like it's shrinking in size at the sheer worry and anticipation that I'm feeling.
"Can we please talk?" He walks up to me, each of his foot steps echoing louder than the last on the tiled floors beneath us.
"H-here?" "Well, it wouldn't be easier to talk if I wasn't on the verge of a full out panic attack."I think he could tell that my words were about to form into a train wreck. He gives one look over the hall to see if anyone is about to walk by, and he begins to talk.
"I want you to know that last night wasn't a mistake. I..I really enjoyed myself. You made me feel free, and," he stumbles over the last bit of words, "I enjoyed how you and I danced together."He scans the hall again, then looks back at me, sheer determination etched on his face.
"Take me back there, please. I want to enjoy myself with you again, and please, don't feel guilty about what you did." "He does not know the EXTREME flood of relief that his words just gave me."
"Of course. You know what? We can start over. I'll meet you at the same club again tonight." We separate in different directions down the hall, and it takes all of my inner will power not to jump for joy.
That same night, I'm sitting at the bar waiting for Sho while the bar tender has decided it's time to play '21 questions' with me. "So, are you two officially a couple?" "How'd you get so close?" "Have you fucked yet?" I successfully dodge every one of his questions and tell him to mind his business for once. Before long, I feel a pair of arms land on my shoulders. "Hey you, did I make you wait long?" I turn around in my seat to tell him no, but I'm more enthralled with what he's wearing.
Low cut black T-shirt.
Black pants that are wrapped around his curves.
"Oh Sho, how you entice me."
I nod my head towards the dance floor. "My song is playing." He runs his hand down my shoulder and arm to grab my hand and we head over to the floor. "Openly flirting I see. You really did mean what you said then." As we begin to dance, Sho is giving me the occasional flirtatious shy smile and the look in his eyes is showing something more. He again rubs his hands down my forearms to grab my waist gently as he slowly rocks his hips to the beat. Guessing that this is his own silent form of permission to take things further, I do just that."You definitely don't know that I have a P.hD in body language." I grab his hips and swivel them against mine, going along with the slow beat that's playing around us. He leans his head in between my neck and moans lightly again."Hey," I tilt his head towards mine and I smile, "Look at me." His eyes pierce through mine as he smirks and begins to move his hips harder. And before I realize, his lips are mine. His little innocent kiss doesn't last long though as he soon slips his tongue in, and I'm left marveling at how good it feels. I pull him closer to me, if it were even possible at the state of closeness we're already at, and I deepen the kiss, showing him what I'm made of, our hips are left still unmoving in their rhythm. He soon pulls away, only to lean in close in my ear. "Take me home with you, Jun." I have no objection towards that as I take his hand and quickly walk out of the club with him.
Our mouths are instantly fused together once we get inside the door to my place. I know we're both in the right state of mind, so I know he wants this just as much as I do as well,and that makes me feel a thousand times better about our current situation. In our state of passion, going to the bed would take to long, so we, well I, mostly because I basically guided him there, decide that the couch is the only and best option. I take my time with exploring his neck with my mouth, his mewls and whimpers going straight to my cock. His shirt is next on my list of items to go as I waste no time with taking in each one of his nipples. my hands, being the little wanders that they are, go straight to his pants next and swiftly pull them off, I then stand to give him a good once- over. Flushed and needy, he looks up at me with sultry eyes. "Come back down here and fuck me Matsumoto." "Ohh, fierce, I like that." I don't give him what he wants though and I begin to strip off, giving him a little show, because I can be a tease when I want to be, and I like it. My own need gets ahead of me though as I waste no time in finding what I need behind the cushions. Sho bites his lip in anticipation as I spread his legs and slowly begin to prep him. Even during sex he's graceful. The slow arch of his back amazes me as I push my fingers in deeper. I hastily prep myself and push my need into his heat. "Oh my, that feels pretty amazing." His moans reach higher and higher levels as I set the pace and we lose ourselves. Sho pulls me in for a kiss and mewls one last time as he comes, and I'm left a grunting mess as I reach my climax. As I pull out, I decide that this would probably be the right time to talk about where we stand, but I look down at him and he's drifting off.
"Really? You're the spitting image of a cliche right now." But his cute yawn and the way he's snuggling into my couch cushions make up for any further snarky comments "I probably pulled the last bit of energy that he had." Picking him up, and marveling at how light he is, I bring him into my room.
"We're sure going to have a hell of a lot to talk over during breakfast aren't we?"