May 05, 2008 08:53
K got home an hour later than I'd hoped, and subsequently was too wound up to fall asleep, so we were up until 10:30.
Then *I* was wound up and couldn't fall asleep. I went up to bed at 2 a.m. and it was still 3 before I fell asleep. That's really unusual for me, I'm usually out in less than 3 songs on the cd.
I was awakened at 6:40 (30 minutes before alarm) by nightmares about the wedding. It was a horrid thing. No one knew where Katie was. The service was out of Rocky Horror Picture Show, and when I looked over, it wasn't M, it was ex#2. We were nearly to the "I do's" part when I realized we didn't have a marriage license and I walked off "set". Done. No, don't follow me or try to talk to me. This isn't anything like I wanted and I'm leaving.
I woke up and thought I'd try to take my blood pressure reading. The machine errored out 3 times, which can't be a good sign. I tried again an hour later and it was 143 over 91. Pulse 71. Dang. Wonder what it was before?
anxiety,
dream