HEART ATTACK :'(
So last night while I was at home bingeing/purging away I get a phone call saying my husband was being taken to the hospital, he collapsed and turns out he had a mild heart attack at work. I dropped the phone and started crying my eyes out, realizing he's the healthy one, and I should be the one having a heart attack, or an ulcer or whatever, but no, it has to be him. He did nothing to deserve this, nothing in the world, and I am the one who is voulentarily ruining my health, but him the active, attractive, loving, caring, wonderful man that he is, he suffers.
I just want to die, i cant imagine what would happen if I lost him, I would blame myself, I would. Piper cant loose her daddy, and I cant go on without my husband, he's the one who keeps me strong, and happy, and feeling a little better about myself. I would die if I lost him.
I just want to die, i cant imagine what would happen if I lost him, I would blame myself, I would. Piper cant loose her daddy, and I cant go on without my husband, he's the one who keeps me strong, and happy, and feeling a little better about myself. I would die if I lost him.