today again

[almostliketoday]

My mind runs around and around in circles
that dizzies my heart
And makes my feet ache
They make my fingers too hot to touch
my toes too cold to feel
My legs burn with pain
and my arms frozen in anger
I could've been who I wanted to be
I could've said the things I wanted to say
but I chose fear over love
and held my head under those who thought
they knew what was best for me
my heart wants to love
but I am lost in what I knew
but am also lost in what I'll never have
A dream right out of my reach
close enough to smell
but too far away to touch