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Last night I dreamed that I was in a record store and there was a section dedicated entirely to Zach Braff recommendations. The store even had a “zb” seal of approval. He seems to be a constant presence in my world lately. I’m ok with this. There is no leg in the world that I’d rather hump than Mr. Braff’s.
(Christine, this information is mentioned primarily for your entertainment).
Things in my world are good…nice and chill. Scout, Sage and I walk to the park a lot. It’s still warm so bbq’s and swim days are a pretty regular occurrence. I spend many evenings in the hot tub with the boys. I remember being young and thinking that “grown up” = dead, but I’m learning that it is far more enjoyable than the dramatics of youth.
I’ve been dating a little. I’m only four months into my 2-year abstinence plan so it has been an interesting experience. There was a boy that got soup on his chin at dinner and kept missing it with his napkin…I couldn’t bring myself to answer his calls after that. There was a girl that cried over her ex on our first date…there was no second date. Others have been nice and make-out worthy. One was really great, but really needs someone that is interested in a commitment (and sex). I’m not sure that I’m meant for dating. I just find it ridiculous. It seems as if people date for the purpose of searching for a life partner…what ever happened to dating for fun? It’s not that I don’t want to be in a relationship, I’m not opposed…I just don’t want to be forced to include anyone else in my plans for my future.
A. is back in CA. It was nice seeing him again. It wasn’t quite the joyful reunion I was hoping for or the intense reunion I was expecting…it was just nice. When I say nice, what I mean is that he hurt my feelings pretty good this summer and his apology seemed less than sincere so I was not really into spending time with him this weekend, but I did miss him while he was gone…also he was staying in my hotel room. Anyway, I’m home now and have my own space back so I like him again.
Other things that merit mention:
- I kind of feel a bit like a rock star right now. I can’t explain it. I don’t get it. I just feel this way.
- I made curry for the first time without a sauce packet last night. I overcooked the broccoli, but it was still rather de-lish.
- Foster and I are going to become groupies.
- My car needs to go to the shop.
- I think I’m getting sick.
Until next time.
Peace and love.
Be good.
Be nice.
Be you.
-B
(Christine, this information is mentioned primarily for your entertainment).
Things in my world are good…nice and chill. Scout, Sage and I walk to the park a lot. It’s still warm so bbq’s and swim days are a pretty regular occurrence. I spend many evenings in the hot tub with the boys. I remember being young and thinking that “grown up” = dead, but I’m learning that it is far more enjoyable than the dramatics of youth.
I’ve been dating a little. I’m only four months into my 2-year abstinence plan so it has been an interesting experience. There was a boy that got soup on his chin at dinner and kept missing it with his napkin…I couldn’t bring myself to answer his calls after that. There was a girl that cried over her ex on our first date…there was no second date. Others have been nice and make-out worthy. One was really great, but really needs someone that is interested in a commitment (and sex). I’m not sure that I’m meant for dating. I just find it ridiculous. It seems as if people date for the purpose of searching for a life partner…what ever happened to dating for fun? It’s not that I don’t want to be in a relationship, I’m not opposed…I just don’t want to be forced to include anyone else in my plans for my future.
A. is back in CA. It was nice seeing him again. It wasn’t quite the joyful reunion I was hoping for or the intense reunion I was expecting…it was just nice. When I say nice, what I mean is that he hurt my feelings pretty good this summer and his apology seemed less than sincere so I was not really into spending time with him this weekend, but I did miss him while he was gone…also he was staying in my hotel room. Anyway, I’m home now and have my own space back so I like him again.
Other things that merit mention:
- I kind of feel a bit like a rock star right now. I can’t explain it. I don’t get it. I just feel this way.
- I made curry for the first time without a sauce packet last night. I overcooked the broccoli, but it was still rather de-lish.
- Foster and I are going to become groupies.
- My car needs to go to the shop.
- I think I’m getting sick.
Until next time.
Peace and love.
Be good.
Be nice.
Be you.
-B