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well i definitely feel unsettled. i would like to apologize if there is anyone who has been offended by some unexpicable action of mine, but i ask this. if you want to know why, ask me.
you know when you are dumped, it hurts so bad, because someone you put alot of time, effort, care into suddenly wants none of it anymore. you know how you still feel like you want to take care of them or give them something, but they don't want anything from you? or how it seems like all that love was for nothing. you know how you feel abandonded, and betrayed, like you trusted someone with your emotions, trusted them to never hurt them, and then they did. and then you still see that person everyday, or everywhatever, and you try to act like everything is okay, but every word they say is like they are pressing a thumbtack into your palm, slowly, just to see where yuour limit is? or like you are in front of all your peers and he says something witty and you laugh, and you say something equally witty but no one laughs, just kinda akwardly shuffles around? do you know that feeling?
you know when you are dumped, it hurts so bad, because someone you put alot of time, effort, care into suddenly wants none of it anymore. you know how you still feel like you want to take care of them or give them something, but they don't want anything from you? or how it seems like all that love was for nothing. you know how you feel abandonded, and betrayed, like you trusted someone with your emotions, trusted them to never hurt them, and then they did. and then you still see that person everyday, or everywhatever, and you try to act like everything is okay, but every word they say is like they are pressing a thumbtack into your palm, slowly, just to see where yuour limit is? or like you are in front of all your peers and he says something witty and you laugh, and you say something equally witty but no one laughs, just kinda akwardly shuffles around? do you know that feeling?