Mar 18, 2004 17:35
Ever since Pat got his job and I come right home on tuesdays and thursdays, I've been getting to doing my homewor right away when I come home, and finishing it all before dinner. Not only that, but I do it really well and stuff. I kinda wish Pat worked everyday, it feels damn good to get your homework done so early. Yeah I'm a nerd, but whatever.
I feel weird and a little hypocritical about updating livejournal. Lately I've been having a love/hate relationship with it. I'm reading other people's journals all the time, and I really don't think there's a better way of killing time and occupying yourself than by refreshing your friends page every 10 mintues or some patheticaly short period of time like that. But so often it seems like people just post to impress people, or prove to people in some way that they're a clever, intelligent, worthwhile human being. And I say, what a douchebag. And then I say, maybe I'm just a jerk and an idiot. I really don't think this way about most people's journals though, but a good few. Whatever, I'm still a jerk and an idiot. Anyway, the thing that makes me feel hypocritical about it is that I figure that my friends who read this probably think the same thing of me, and I'd hate to come off like that.
I've got this hate lingering inside me that I really must deal with. But it is very, very hard. Maybe some of you can relate, I don't know. It sucks though, becuase no one really understands it at all. And I really think it's becoming some sort of problem. Sometimes its all I can think about, it completely consumes me. And its miserable really. Nothing can totally satisfy you when it comes to hate or dislike of something, all you can do is ignore it. The problem is that its impossible to ignore.
Led Zeppelin are pretty damn good. I'm not a very big fan of classic rock too much at all except for the beatles and the occasional steely dan and occassional who, but led zepplin are, well...they are.
MIKE, or anyone else that can change a string on a guitar, I really absolutely need you at my house sometime this weekend, preferably as soon as possible. I haven't played a 6 string guitar thats not acoustic and retarded in almost a week and I'm dying. By the way, I've been playing guitar for almost 2 years and I still don't know how to change a string. Everytime I try the string pops before I finish and I can never figure out what I do wrong. Yeah, I'm an idiot.
I'm psyched as an ass for the Bouncing Souls whenever it is that they're playing Purchase. They are to me what weezer seems to be for everyone else. And when I saw them in freshman year it was total sex.
Anyways, so this was much longer than I thought it'd be.