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Happy holidays to all!!!~ I hope you guys are all warm and surrounded by your loved ones!! ^_________^ Did you all get nice presents? Even if you guys didn't get what you hoped for YOUR FAVORITE IDOL BOYS! I hope you guys enjoy!~ Keke
I owe some of my friends fics. I know ; _____ ; I'm really sorry guys. I've just been too lazy and uninspired T~T You guys can hold onto my fic until I finish yours.
I still need to give Sheena her pic spam and YeWook fic which I didn't start. Gyah. ::bricks self::
2009 is almost over, and 2010 is just around the corner. Is it just me or did 2009 just go by so quickly? Although it passed by in a flash there were many good and bad things that happened this year. I remember, I think it was back in December of 2008 that I got into Kpop. I don't think I got addicted until Februaryish of 2009, but wow, it's been about a year. It's really hard to believe that a whole year went by of following the boys and girls I've learned to look up to in the Korean pop culture industry. There are many new groups that debuted and shook the world. This was the year for girl groups right? But many new boy bands debuted too so don't worry ladies keke. Hmm, there are also bad things that happened in 2009. KiBum of SuJu is not holding activities with SuJu, KangIn and his car incident, HanGeng and his lawsuit, rumors of other lawsuits with other SuJu members. The lawsuit with TVXQ. Jay's departure of 2PM. The H1N1 virus that spread through the idols we care about. A`ST1 disbanded too. Gah. [I heard from somewhere that Toma, I think, posted that their company fired them. Which I'm not surprised, it's probably because they didn't drag enough money in, but it's the company's fault that they didn't promote them better because people actually were/is big fans of A'ST1] DaeSung's major car accident that scared everyone, G-Dragon's possible jail time. And there are other tragic big events that I can't remember right now that happened in 2009, the list just goes on and on.
In RL, 2009 held more pain, self reflecting, and growing rather than happiness for me. Of course I'm not saying I was empty of happiness in 2009, there are so many things that made me happy, smile and laugh. This year, I learned and grew more as a person by dealing with hardships that we all go through and experience as we get older. I don't regret anything nor do I wish "this or that" didn't happen to me. Even if those things inflicted hurt and pain on me, in the end they all helped me gain experiences to learn more about life, about myself, and help me grow into a better person for the future. We don't know how 2010 is going to play out for us, but let's hope that we will make new and better memories together.
This year I found this amazing thing called Livejournal xD From there I met these amazing people, who've grown from strangers to friends. Really, the people I met because of lj, I am forever thankful to. Even to those who I have lost contact to. They are all an important part of me and each and every single one of them changed my life in ways they wouldn't believe. There are just so many to name, and I'm thankful to all of them for talking to me, giving me advice, making me smile and laugh everytime I talk to them, and just etc etc. I love you guys all forever.
I felt like this year especially, I learned a lot of things. They helped me become a better person, helped me build my personality, it helped me to become comfortable with who I am. I admit, I'm not always the person with the best decisions, choices, actions, words, or thoughts. But that's just what makes me a person right? I try to keep those moments to a minimum. I want to be known as someone who will make people feel comfortable, someone who would only say good things about others. I want to be that person who helps build someone's confidence while still being honest. I want to become a person that is not afraid of admitting my bad side. I got alot more comfortable with who I am this year. I am happy and content with my looks, I really am. Keke, although I wouldn't mind losing a few pounds and being more photogenic :P I learned how to smile properly, buwahaha, before it was like....crooked....but now it's more smiley, but I still don't like smiling with my teeth showing .__. I don't even know xD I like my eyes, no matter what people say about them [ahem, people, they are not small ;~;] I think my eyes smile when I laugh/smile which I like. I learned how to be kinda more photogenic through many sessions of selca LOL. I am short, and I don't mind, I rather like it that way. I'm not skinny, but I'm not "chubby" so I'm fine with that. ^___^ I can say I'm truly 90% happy with how I look. And I can say I am 85% happy with my personality :D
One thing I also noticed this year, I think I might want to major in music in college. I don't know what my parents will think of that but hopefully they will support me in that, which I think they will. The only problem with that is.....well I have no talent!!!! D: TT~TT There are so many amazing people out there who has such amazing skills of playing an instrument, or singing. Gah, really I have...nothing. I can play the violin, but I'm not good xD I can play stuff but their relatively easy. I've been playing for like 4 years now. Then I can hardly play guitar, I only know like ::counts on finger:: 6 chords? LOL. Then piano...oh gawd, I'm learning but........::bricks myself:: I am nowhere. I really hope that with the new year coming I can achieve more in music. :D Aja Aja fighting!
I guess that's it for now. Buwahaha. I'm getting hyper again. D:
Happy holidays everyone! :D
I owe some of my friends fics. I know ; _____ ; I'm really sorry guys. I've just been too lazy and uninspired T~T You guys can hold onto my fic until I finish yours.
I still need to give Sheena her pic spam and YeWook fic which I didn't start. Gyah. ::bricks self::
2009 is almost over, and 2010 is just around the corner. Is it just me or did 2009 just go by so quickly? Although it passed by in a flash there were many good and bad things that happened this year. I remember, I think it was back in December of 2008 that I got into Kpop. I don't think I got addicted until Februaryish of 2009, but wow, it's been about a year. It's really hard to believe that a whole year went by of following the boys and girls I've learned to look up to in the Korean pop culture industry. There are many new groups that debuted and shook the world. This was the year for girl groups right? But many new boy bands debuted too so don't worry ladies keke. Hmm, there are also bad things that happened in 2009. KiBum of SuJu is not holding activities with SuJu, KangIn and his car incident, HanGeng and his lawsuit, rumors of other lawsuits with other SuJu members. The lawsuit with TVXQ. Jay's departure of 2PM. The H1N1 virus that spread through the idols we care about. A`ST1 disbanded too. Gah. [I heard from somewhere that Toma, I think, posted that their company fired them. Which I'm not surprised, it's probably because they didn't drag enough money in, but it's the company's fault that they didn't promote them better because people actually were/is big fans of A'ST1] DaeSung's major car accident that scared everyone, G-Dragon's possible jail time. And there are other tragic big events that I can't remember right now that happened in 2009, the list just goes on and on.
In RL, 2009 held more pain, self reflecting, and growing rather than happiness for me. Of course I'm not saying I was empty of happiness in 2009, there are so many things that made me happy, smile and laugh. This year, I learned and grew more as a person by dealing with hardships that we all go through and experience as we get older. I don't regret anything nor do I wish "this or that" didn't happen to me. Even if those things inflicted hurt and pain on me, in the end they all helped me gain experiences to learn more about life, about myself, and help me grow into a better person for the future. We don't know how 2010 is going to play out for us, but let's hope that we will make new and better memories together.
This year I found this amazing thing called Livejournal xD From there I met these amazing people, who've grown from strangers to friends. Really, the people I met because of lj, I am forever thankful to. Even to those who I have lost contact to. They are all an important part of me and each and every single one of them changed my life in ways they wouldn't believe. There are just so many to name, and I'm thankful to all of them for talking to me, giving me advice, making me smile and laugh everytime I talk to them, and just etc etc. I love you guys all forever.
I felt like this year especially, I learned a lot of things. They helped me become a better person, helped me build my personality, it helped me to become comfortable with who I am. I admit, I'm not always the person with the best decisions, choices, actions, words, or thoughts. But that's just what makes me a person right? I try to keep those moments to a minimum. I want to be known as someone who will make people feel comfortable, someone who would only say good things about others. I want to be that person who helps build someone's confidence while still being honest. I want to become a person that is not afraid of admitting my bad side. I got alot more comfortable with who I am this year. I am happy and content with my looks, I really am. Keke, although I wouldn't mind losing a few pounds and being more photogenic :P I learned how to smile properly, buwahaha, before it was like....crooked....but now it's more smiley, but I still don't like smiling with my teeth showing .__. I don't even know xD I like my eyes, no matter what people say about them [ahem, people, they are not small ;~;] I think my eyes smile when I laugh/smile which I like. I learned how to be kinda more photogenic through many sessions of selca LOL. I am short, and I don't mind, I rather like it that way. I'm not skinny, but I'm not "chubby" so I'm fine with that. ^___^ I can say I'm truly 90% happy with how I look. And I can say I am 85% happy with my personality :D
One thing I also noticed this year, I think I might want to major in music in college. I don't know what my parents will think of that but hopefully they will support me in that, which I think they will. The only problem with that is.....well I have no talent!!!! D: TT~TT There are so many amazing people out there who has such amazing skills of playing an instrument, or singing. Gah, really I have...nothing. I can play the violin, but I'm not good xD I can play stuff but their relatively easy. I've been playing for like 4 years now. Then I can hardly play guitar, I only know like ::counts on finger:: 6 chords? LOL. Then piano...oh gawd, I'm learning but........::bricks myself:: I am nowhere. I really hope that with the new year coming I can achieve more in music. :D Aja Aja fighting!
I guess that's it for now. Buwahaha. I'm getting hyper again. D:
Happy holidays everyone! :D