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I come out of the shower and my dad goes "Are you ready to ride a strawberry to Europe?" I was mid-step of going down the stairs and I stop and make this confused face and stare at him before going "Mom?" while my mom who never turns away from her computer to face us, "Just ignore him, he's entertaining himself." Mean while my dad is cracking up.
~Would you believe this is normal in my family?~
Anyways...I still need to type up my report on Otakon...just been so busy running around getting ready for school and well of course working XD
But here's a mini update upon my life
-I passed my QMP test at work...so I am no longer a trainee...but will be a Surface Tech. [pay raise]
-I been discussing and toying with the idea of joining the Coast Guard. I need a change in my life and I don't see myself changing while still here.
Faith, a co-worker, is having a party tonight. But she forgot I wasn't there when she announced it. SO without knowing about it I traded my shift [12-6] to the closing shift tonight [1-close]. Then the person I traded with told me about the party [I was sorta irked...but played it off and laughed]. I joked and said...."You know I bet I didn't get told because I'm asexual!" It's one of those sex-toy parties XD and I made a bet with Steph [who later told Faith before we could finish our bet....idiot]. Because Faith came to me and said she was sorry and that she thought she did. I told her that I was closing so it wasn't a big deal...and she said she even forgot I was asexual...but thought it would be funny if I was there [you know because of the whole I don't have a sex drive but is sitting in a room with a bunch of sex toys and whatnot].
*shrugs* I dunno. I'm not really the party type. I really don't feel connected to my co-workers [I talk alot with Cindi...but that's because we're similar...and she listens to me and understands. Which was always something I needed. I had a rough high school ife....rough home life......and I am yet to be myself. Plus she was the first to say "You had something bad happen to you." when I mentioned my problem with touching...everyone else needs it explained or laughs it off.]
I am shy...... but it takes me forcing myself to be the loud and bouncy person...you know. A masked and a fake me.
There is a lot people don't know about me...and even my parents who raised me [and say they know everything about me].... My parents don't know I'm asexual. [I be disowned if they did] They just think I don't date because of school. My parents don't know I hate my body to the point I hurt myself.....that I wish to get a gender change just to feel somewhat right [another disownment XD]. They don't know I am for gay rights and gays [disownment yet again] and am a Yaoi fan [disownment if they found them XD]..and a few other things. XD
wheee!
~Would you believe this is normal in my family?~
Anyways...I still need to type up my report on Otakon...just been so busy running around getting ready for school and well of course working XD
But here's a mini update upon my life
-I passed my QMP test at work...so I am no longer a trainee...but will be a Surface Tech. [pay raise]
-I been discussing and toying with the idea of joining the Coast Guard. I need a change in my life and I don't see myself changing while still here.
Faith, a co-worker, is having a party tonight. But she forgot I wasn't there when she announced it. SO without knowing about it I traded my shift [12-6] to the closing shift tonight [1-close]. Then the person I traded with told me about the party [I was sorta irked...but played it off and laughed]. I joked and said...."You know I bet I didn't get told because I'm asexual!" It's one of those sex-toy parties XD and I made a bet with Steph [who later told Faith before we could finish our bet....idiot]. Because Faith came to me and said she was sorry and that she thought she did. I told her that I was closing so it wasn't a big deal...and she said she even forgot I was asexual...but thought it would be funny if I was there [you know because of the whole I don't have a sex drive but is sitting in a room with a bunch of sex toys and whatnot].
*shrugs* I dunno. I'm not really the party type. I really don't feel connected to my co-workers [I talk alot with Cindi...but that's because we're similar...and she listens to me and understands. Which was always something I needed. I had a rough high school ife....rough home life......and I am yet to be myself. Plus she was the first to say "You had something bad happen to you." when I mentioned my problem with touching...everyone else needs it explained or laughs it off.]
I am shy...... but it takes me forcing myself to be the loud and bouncy person...you know. A masked and a fake me.
There is a lot people don't know about me...and even my parents who raised me [and say they know everything about me].... My parents don't know I'm asexual. [I be disowned if they did] They just think I don't date because of school. My parents don't know I hate my body to the point I hurt myself.....that I wish to get a gender change just to feel somewhat right [another disownment XD]. They don't know I am for gay rights and gays [disownment yet again] and am a Yaoi fan [disownment if they found them XD]..and a few other things. XD
wheee!