Aug 05, 2005 20:15
I want you to know
How much you mean to me
Although you dont know it
Your like a best friend
Your one of a kind
So i never want to lose you
If you ever need a shoulder to cry on
Ill be there
If you ever need to talk
Ill be there
Whatever it is, however you feel
Ill be there
No one understands me like you do
No one really cares
You were there forr me
So ill be there for you
When i thought i had no one
You came and made me realise
That the best friends
You could ever have
Are right in front of your eyes
If you ever need a shoulder to cry on
Ill be there
If you ever need to talk
Ill be there
Whatever it is, however you feel
Ill be there
Now you need me
Although you push me aside
Ill always be there
When you need to cry
You wont talk to me right now
But thats your choice
And im hopeing one day
Youll come and confide in me
If you ever need a shoulder to cry on
Ill be there
If you ever need to talk
Ill be there
Whatever it is, however you feel
Ill be there
Amazing i was thinking back on old times with old friends and i read through some old stuff i wrote during those times. It got me thinking how i only wrote that last year for my friends when i was goin through a really hard time and now all those friends are gone. One by one they slowly went. It was written for 3 in particular, one of them changed so much it was like i didnt know him anymore, the other just went away and i never see him either, and the third the one i had been friends with the longest and was the hardest to lose is still around but something had died in our friendship. Maybe ive grown up more and realise that she is just a kid. maybe time has just torn us apart. We used to the best of friends we could look at each other and know what the other was thinking, id spend every weekend at her house to get away from my family. But now all that is in the past. It pains me to lose such a good friend. It doesnt seem relevant now all those words above as the ones who it was written for are just a memory
but thats why im thankful that i have the friends i have now. i love them all so much and every day im glad i have them