I'm sorry............

[almerane_rei]

*sighs and curls up* I hate feeling like this...I hate feeling like everyone's mad at me for some reason or like I've fucked up somehow... I try my hardest not to be so moody....not to be so sensitive and let everything get to me so easily...but no matter hot hard I try, I just can't seem to manage it... And some of those dearest to me being in

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[noellelakewood]

*hugs*

I know I don't know you very well, but from what I do know of you, you seem like a really nice person. I'm sad to hear that you're having problems with the people you care about, but if they care about you, then they'll love/tolerate you despite whatever shortcomings you seem to have.

I'm kinda slow myself, and take a while to pick up on things sometimes. I'm also considered immature, since I tend to socialize best with people two years younger than myself. Two years younger or ten years older. It's kinda strange... But hey, I even robbed the cradle for my husband. ^_^;; lol

Anyways, I can sympathise with you quite easily, by the sounds of it. It may be possible that you do just need to "lighten up" a little bit. But I know that's not easy to do sometimes, especially not at first, and that's something that your friends need to understand as well. They have no right to tell you to lighten up, and then be gruff and mad about things, because YOU took them too seriously. It goes both ways...

Hope I helped a little bit. *hugs again* Good luck.

[almerane_rei]

Most of my problems and "shortcomings" seem to stem from past experiences that I'm scared of being repeated as well as a slight mental disability. They're both something I have trouble coping with so situations involving things that stem those two problems are difficult for me to manage...

*mrrs* Thanks...helps to know someone understands to at least some degree...more than the general populace as a whole seems to...