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I'm scared. I was happy. I think I'm afraid to be happy. Which is crazy because I know I deserve to be. My new boyfriend makes me so happy. So happy infact that it worries me because I don't think anything could be this good. So, I create problems that don't exsist. He hasn't done anything to make me unhappy in any way but I'm so unhappy all of a sudden. I catch my self thinking about doing really stupid things that would ruin our relationship (like flirting with other guys). I don't know what I'm doing right now. He is amazing he is the only guy in the last year and a half to make me forget about the guy I loved who left me. I'm not sure what my point is... I guess I'll think about it and come back.
P.S. I've missed LJ
P.S. I've missed LJ