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i just typed a really good entry and i fucking erased it lovely. it said i took the psat's and i thought they weren't bad at all then came home and had a soccer game, we won 2-0, it was goodgood. and then my mom took me and my sisters shopping, and it was real good i was really happy. and then we got wendys. and then i got into the worst mood ever and i was crying and it isn't fair. all my friends talk shit about each other non stop and im caught in the middle of it. everyone can you please stop putting me in the middle of this. stop making your "hate" for someone my problem. and it's all drama anyway, no one has any reason to "hate" each other. grow up and get over it. everyone is immature, and everyone talks shit. everyone. stop being selfish. i feel like i'm the only one who gives peoeple second chances. i give people liek 500th chances. and i also never get mad at people, or bug out on them, and i'm always fair, and rarely do things just to make myself happy despite everyone elses feelings. and im always the one being screamed at, or ripped apart, or made to feel like shit. and whenever i do something bc i just want to do what i want, i'm a bad person. i am so sick of it, and this high school drama fucking girl shit is getting to me. and i dont' want to deal with it anymore. and i'm not just talking about one person. i'm talking about so many people. everyone takes their anger out in the wrong spot. friends are not there for someone to bug out on, only to expect them not to care. and i know that i don't get mad, and people see it and take advantage of it, but that doesn't mean that i don't feel like shit. and ugh i have so much in my head and i can't even get it all out clearly. this isn't fair ok nobody wants to read this, and if you are, it's just pissing you off because you think i'm wrong for saying it. ook, so bye.