Oct 14, 2005 23:13
um today. school was mad gay, and its been raining for 9 days, and that really reflects my mood acutally. we had socccca for the first time in like a week today lol, it was inside we didn't do much cept run circles around the inside of the school fun fun. um and lauren came over for a lil but then she left and i went to jills. and hung out with a lot of kids they are awesome. joey, sean and ricky really made my night interesting. <333forever and ever. really though lol. and now malora took me and joeyy home. and now im home and sad. i'm sorry for letting you down, i feel like im being selfish lately in some ways, but i also wish things would just work out for me for once, that someone would understand my situation and cut me some slack. everyone is giving me such a hard fucking time about everything, can things please just get easy. whatev. um i want to go to the show on sunday but i have no friends and no rides prob. let me know if you want to team up with me on that. k sleepin so i can wake up and get some psat action.
bllahblahhh.
youcanstayandwatchmefall&ofcourseillaskforhelp.