i`LL BE YOUR WiSH i`LL BE YOUR DREAMS i`LL BE YOUR FANTASY, BE YOUR HOPES BE ANYTHiNG THAT YOU NEED.
hey my loves im so sick. omfg my glands are swollen & i cant stop coughing. ::sigh:: and i got districks for chorus on friday and tomorrow i have a drama meeting & i have to clean the uniform room for chorus. sigh being an officer sucks. Oh well =\. im kind of excited for friday even though i cant sing right now, im gonna o.d on tea & coughdrops and not sing & talk so much, it sucks becoz i was singing in rehersal and i almost died coughing. did mrs.larosa care. NO. pfft i coulda passed out and she woulda been like ok.."start from measure sick...huh? alesia get off the floor stop messing around" lOl i could imagine it too. such a sad reality.
i cant believe what somebody said to my friend omg this kid is such an asswipe seriously he deserves whatever im gonna do for payback coz theres no way hes gonna say that to her & get away with just a couple of harsh words. seriously guys are such moronic losers with no hearts.
heres somethign i wrote quickly... i dont know why i was bored:
"deliberatly, you hurt me,
you knew it all along,
i sat and i played stupid,
but really i saw everything.
somehow, someway, i knew id be ok one day,
but its not fair now is it
how everyday im forced to think of you,
and i know you dont think of me at all.
they way i feel and the pain i felt,
is nothing compared to what i wish would happen to you,
you shattered my heart as if it were sugar glass
and left me to cry alone.
i hoped for along time that youd come back
i didnt know what to do with myself,
had i no self assurance,
filled with self doubt?
im glad that theres no more rain
just the memories of what used to be
broken hearts and ripped pictures of you & me
the only thing way to break now, is away....
Even the deepest wounds heal,
but the scars are always there."
-alesia suarez
i cant believe what somebody said to my friend omg this kid is such an asswipe seriously he deserves whatever im gonna do for payback coz theres no way hes gonna say that to her & get away with just a couple of harsh words. seriously guys are such moronic losers with no hearts.
heres somethign i wrote quickly... i dont know why i was bored:
"deliberatly, you hurt me,
you knew it all along,
i sat and i played stupid,
but really i saw everything.
somehow, someway, i knew id be ok one day,
but its not fair now is it
how everyday im forced to think of you,
and i know you dont think of me at all.
they way i feel and the pain i felt,
is nothing compared to what i wish would happen to you,
you shattered my heart as if it were sugar glass
and left me to cry alone.
i hoped for along time that youd come back
i didnt know what to do with myself,
had i no self assurance,
filled with self doubt?
im glad that theres no more rain
just the memories of what used to be
broken hearts and ripped pictures of you & me
the only thing way to break now, is away....
Even the deepest wounds heal,
but the scars are always there."
-alesia suarez