Nov 29, 2004 15:55
mmm...so 2daii i went driving...not much else..i picked
up madre from w0rk. came h0me...lol i probaly would of woken
up somtime past 3 if chantal didnt call me,.... lol shes like
oh my god ur still sleeping. lol oops... ahh i l0ve u u culd
call me at 5am nd i wuldnt care. lol :thats only if u needed me: LOL
mmm yea so im such a hypocrit...ive decided over nyte
that i want a boyfriend :'( maybe im suposed to remain
single nd celabate for the rest of my 2years in this hell
hole. i just cannot wait till i graduate..i decided at the
end of eigth grade that i was applying to FSU.. nd i stilll
am... or u know wat i'll apply newhere that gets me away from
this town. i just seriously cant handle this somtimes, i mean
yea i love my friends...their the only reason im glad i came
here..but as for some people. stupid hating hoes nd asshole guyz.
..i just want to get away from it all...when people call Coral
Springs drama city...they dont lie. they really dont...... but
i wonder..is all this drama in my head? or is it real... i just
do not know. somtimes it feels like my life is one big teen movie
drama crap...with more downs than ups... i mean this is so ridiculus...
.but just 2 more years...then i can pack my shyt nd leave this
all behind..nd almost everyone behind too... for now i just need
to focus on whats important... nd when i find out what that is..
.i'll let you know.
<333 ME.
HUGZ&KiSSES