mom! the meatloaf! now!!! fuck!
my stomach hurts. it isnt the pukey hurt either. it is the nervous, "something is going to happen today that most likely i dont want to happen" kind of hurt. if i die today everyone reading this can testify that i was pshycic! but it really does hurt and it wont go away. i'm nervous about being nervous as in, "why am i nervous" which only makes me more nervous. crap crap crap, i need to run to clear my head.