LiFe iS gOoD...
Yesterday had 2 be one of the best days of my entire life. What made it so good? Well i'll tell u. Alright well, when my dad got home he was like "what do u want 2 eat?" i told him i really didn't care cuz i wasn't hungry for anything in particular so he suggests we go sit down and eat somewhere and i'm like "okay lemme get ready" so i take a shower and get dressed and all taht jazz. When i'm ready he's like "where do u wanna go?" i told him i didn't care whatever he wanted. So he's all "what about chinese food" and i said "yeah sure" and he told me that i wasn't very convincing. Then he suggests CiCi's and i'm like alright fine. So we get on the motorcycle and drive 2 CiCi's. My hair was down so i had 2 tie it back in a loose pony tail and hope it didn't crease. When i got there my hair looked like crap cuz it was all wind blown and stuff which really sucked. I was hoping that i wouldn't see anybody i knew but when i look back i am SO glad i did see someone i knew. N e wayz, we go inside and i take a couple seconds 2 look around and see if there was n e one i knew and there wasn't. So i get my plate and get in line. When i got my pizza i was waiting @ the salad bar 2 get some ranch (there was this really slow old guy infront of me so i was there for a while) I got a little cup thingy and all the sudden i hear "are u just not gonna say hi to me?" i turned and looked beside me for like a mili-second and turned back to the ranch, i did a double take and there, standing right behind me was.......Mark. I thought i was gonna pass out! I gave him a hug and was like OMG!! I must have said oh my God like 50 times. I was so shocked cuz i thought he was @ his mom's in Saginaw. So n e wayz we made small talk like "what's up?" and things like that and my dad walks by. I was like "hey dad, this is Mark" and they shook hands. Mark looked REALLY scared when he did that so i felt bad for drawing attention 2 him. During this time Mark's dad was staring @ him so Mark had 2 go back 2 his table. We sat kind of diagonal 2 them so Mark and i had a pretty good view of each other. He stared @ me the whole time i was eating, I almost stopped eating cuz i was kind of embarassed but then i thought "it's just Mark, he's my best friend" so i kept on eating. Sometimes i couldn't look @ him cuz every time i did it made me laugh. I was smiling SO much..i tried not 2 make it obvious though cuz my dad was sitting RIGHT THERE. So a few minutes after Mark said hi his family got up and started 2 leave, he tried 2 go the long way and come around our table but his family was like "just go this way" so all he could do was wave as they were walking out. When he walked out just b4 the door closed he looked back and tried 2 see me one last time but the windows @ CiCi's have that black stuff so he couldn't see in. It was so amazing.......i had a feeling that i was gonna see him in town but i dismissed the thought cuz i thought he was @ his mom's. Later when we were on the phone he told me that he had a weird feeling he was gonna see me 2. It was so great. I couldn't stop smiling the rest of the day and he told me that neither could he. I loved every minute of that moment......that night we had a really deep phone conversation that i'm not really gonna go into cuz i might not have enough room. All in all it was like we just talked about relationships and stuff. It was great....next weekend we're supposed 2 go 2 the mall. I REALLY hope we do cuz i REALLY wanna see him again. I wanna spend more time w/ him than i did @ CiCi's. That's not saying i didn't enjoy our time @ CiCi's cuz i REALLY did. I just wanna spend MORE time w/ him. B4 i run out of room in this thing i wanna say that i hope u guys like my journal. It didn't take me a long time 2 do but i hope everyone enjoys it anyway. Well i don't really have much else 2 say except that i love Mark Anthony Papan more than life itself. LOL! Can u say obsession? Haha! Oh yeah and....
Mark: Thanks again for telling me what was missing. I know i knew all along but i really wasn't sure if that was it or not. I don't care if u don't believe me lol. I'll call u l8r k? I love u mucho!!!
L8r days!!