i'm waiting, how long til it hurts?
yesterday i had a bbq. in the rain. people came by. it was nice.
i woke up and didn't want to move. i hate these random depressing mornings. i hate even more that i can't understand why i have them.
i feel like i'm missing something. something huge.
i am missing a lot of people lately. but i can't keep being the one trying. that's what made me so crazy before. i need to keep steady about this and wait for them to come around.
tonight i was going to leave for hyannis to stay with my parents, but the weather is rain for the rest of the week. instead sq and i decided we are going to the new england aquarium and we're going to pick up kara at leslie then hit up urban outfitters. that will be a nice day.
school starts tuesday. not excited. i think its just because i have a horrible schedule this week. so come visit me:
friday 3-10, saturday 8-6, sunday 9-6
monday i start the nursing home 3-11
tuesday i have class then closing cvs 3-10
its amazing how i can be so sad but listen to one song from the exit and i snap out of it. i love them so much.
i woke up and didn't want to move. i hate these random depressing mornings. i hate even more that i can't understand why i have them.
i feel like i'm missing something. something huge.
i am missing a lot of people lately. but i can't keep being the one trying. that's what made me so crazy before. i need to keep steady about this and wait for them to come around.
tonight i was going to leave for hyannis to stay with my parents, but the weather is rain for the rest of the week. instead sq and i decided we are going to the new england aquarium and we're going to pick up kara at leslie then hit up urban outfitters. that will be a nice day.
school starts tuesday. not excited. i think its just because i have a horrible schedule this week. so come visit me:
friday 3-10, saturday 8-6, sunday 9-6
monday i start the nursing home 3-11
tuesday i have class then closing cvs 3-10
its amazing how i can be so sad but listen to one song from the exit and i snap out of it. i love them so much.