wake me up when september ends
summer is coming to an abrupt halt and it seems i just got started. god damn what a lame summer. i wasted too much of my time and effort. and had too many sleeping pills. and didn't see enough of the people i should have. school starts in a week or two. i like thinking that will make me happy but i know it won't for these reasons:
1. i hate holyoke
2. i hate social interaction at holyoke
3. the odds of me actually finding a boy to take interest in that is worth it, as i've learned from last semester, is slim.
4. school sucks?
i'm sad i never got to go on the boat with mckenna and wynn. that would have been fun. maybe on a weekend.
i had date night with sq in noho monday. we saw broken flowers and took cutesy pictures at faces. we realized our defining moment when we became close friends, as they played the song from garden state on repeat for 45 minutes in the restaraunt.
me- "can you think of what it was?"
sq- "it had to be virginia beach. because me and you slept together, and alyson and kara slept together and once cathy showed up we wouldn't let her sleep with us. that had to be it."
i love her. i can't wait to visit her in england.
this will be my year of traveling. with every other weekend off once i start the home, hopefully i'll be going down to hartford once in a while to visit kevin, maryland to see my sister and my niece, nyc to see conan with sq and stay with trippi, and england for spring break.
i'm jealous of the kids at ls. when they left sunday i heard 'in my life' as i was leaving work. i laughed when i realized as i was on my way home they were going to have to chant for food that night. i got my candy and oreos and sent out 3 packages and 9 letters monday. hopefully mk's fastbreaks didn;t melt, but i have a good feeling they did. then yesterday alone i heard '53rd st bridge' 'in my life' and 'teach your children.' i wish i could be there. i'm jealous i can't be there, but i had a year to realize you can't have something good forever. god damn was that the message of my year...
and i love my ipod.
1. i hate holyoke
2. i hate social interaction at holyoke
3. the odds of me actually finding a boy to take interest in that is worth it, as i've learned from last semester, is slim.
4. school sucks?
i'm sad i never got to go on the boat with mckenna and wynn. that would have been fun. maybe on a weekend.
i had date night with sq in noho monday. we saw broken flowers and took cutesy pictures at faces. we realized our defining moment when we became close friends, as they played the song from garden state on repeat for 45 minutes in the restaraunt.
me- "can you think of what it was?"
sq- "it had to be virginia beach. because me and you slept together, and alyson and kara slept together and once cathy showed up we wouldn't let her sleep with us. that had to be it."
i love her. i can't wait to visit her in england.
this will be my year of traveling. with every other weekend off once i start the home, hopefully i'll be going down to hartford once in a while to visit kevin, maryland to see my sister and my niece, nyc to see conan with sq and stay with trippi, and england for spring break.
i'm jealous of the kids at ls. when they left sunday i heard 'in my life' as i was leaving work. i laughed when i realized as i was on my way home they were going to have to chant for food that night. i got my candy and oreos and sent out 3 packages and 9 letters monday. hopefully mk's fastbreaks didn;t melt, but i have a good feeling they did. then yesterday alone i heard '53rd st bridge' 'in my life' and 'teach your children.' i wish i could be there. i'm jealous i can't be there, but i had a year to realize you can't have something good forever. god damn was that the message of my year...
and i love my ipod.