Serene voices over chaos of the masses

[alluringxyou]

Sometimes everything in live seems beautiful and perfect, to perfect. There are these brief moments in life where I feel like I’m not living because there's not enough stress and everything is unplanned. I'm so used to being stressed and consumed with though of having to always be in motion and achieving something that when I finally stop and relax it feels as I’m not even alive. I feel unaccomplished and guilty for resting and absorbing life and my surroundings.

Sha la la
I say I'm free
sha lay lay
you turn away
Shake it down
You hit the ground
Sha ti ti
and you laugh at me.

Lord please forgive them for they know not what they do.
Thank you God, thank you so much for amazing friends and colorful memories.
Give me grace, give me strength, and show me your way.