When I get sad like this, like really sad, like I miss Dave so much 
it hurts sad. I push people away. I push the whole world away, I 
fall into myself. I fall into my pain. I fall into my longing and I fall into
my selfishness. I fall into everything that is wrong, and I refuse to 
see the light, the bright side, I refuse it. I get quiet and I won't ( Read more... )