home (bitter)sweet home
so im back in levittown, it weird. seems so different after living on my own all year, well kinda with my 2nd mom amy (i love you !) i miss every one soo much. i really am happy with all the friends i've made this year, they are all sweethearts.i have soo much unpacking to do, just looking at it is a little stressing but i have all summer to do it. i plan on taking my time too.
last night was fun when both me and andy should have been packing we went out and went to parties instead. first to his friend Court's house . there i was completely sober so i just laughed at all the drunken conversation going on around me. then we went to a party at Damien's. it was pretty fun once i was drunk even though. i ditched my boyfreind to go inside and talk on the phone with amy and martin, and git hit on by cute preppy boys. hehe. then we went back to andy's hung out and watched movies, i took a mini nap and then we were both up tp see the sun come up. it felt like the night wasnt long enough.
i am gonna miss andy soo much this summer we plan on seeing eachother as much as possible but i know how that can go . we are so insanely in love and i cant get enough of him. he makes me happier then any guy has. it was soo hard saying good bye to him this morning standing out front of Spruce i wanted so badly to turn around, grab him shove him in my purse and carry him with me. but i couldnt - and it crushed me to have to be the one to have to walk away. it always seems to be the other way around.
ok im going to get in the shower i smell soo bad ! and then go over to amys to help her get ready for the prom, im soo jeoulous, i want to go to the prom! i might just kidnapp her and take her place. hehe
last night was fun when both me and andy should have been packing we went out and went to parties instead. first to his friend Court's house . there i was completely sober so i just laughed at all the drunken conversation going on around me. then we went to a party at Damien's. it was pretty fun once i was drunk even though. i ditched my boyfreind to go inside and talk on the phone with amy and martin, and git hit on by cute preppy boys. hehe. then we went back to andy's hung out and watched movies, i took a mini nap and then we were both up tp see the sun come up. it felt like the night wasnt long enough.
i am gonna miss andy soo much this summer we plan on seeing eachother as much as possible but i know how that can go . we are so insanely in love and i cant get enough of him. he makes me happier then any guy has. it was soo hard saying good bye to him this morning standing out front of Spruce i wanted so badly to turn around, grab him shove him in my purse and carry him with me. but i couldnt - and it crushed me to have to be the one to have to walk away. it always seems to be the other way around.
ok im going to get in the shower i smell soo bad ! and then go over to amys to help her get ready for the prom, im soo jeoulous, i want to go to the prom! i might just kidnapp her and take her place. hehe