May 17, 2004 22:39
today was such a frustrating day , driving around to like a million different places to try and find a job is not how i wanted to spend my day. i need a job!! arg. i wanna work at borders, hopefully they call me back. it seems like a good place to work compared to any other place thats is hiring.
i thought i was strong and i thought this summer with out andy around would be easier then i imagined. i was wrong . i was strong til i talked to him for the first time and it hurts so bad and it makes me miss him soo much. even though it only been like 2 days just knowing that i cant just walk over to spruce and see him is the worst. i miss him so much.
i know we are going to work even if others doubt us. my mom and erica both dont think we can make it but really all that matters is us. when it comes to love distance doesnt matter.
amy i miss living with you ! you looked soo sexy for prom
this summer is gonna be the slowest! if feels as if time is practically stopped.
i feel soo artistic right now i really want to take advantage of having time though the summer to create whatever i feel, that will be so much easier once i have room to walk around my messy room.