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its monday again! it feels like i got to sleep and wake up and its always monday!
friday was alot of fun and an odd group who hung out together, it was : me, jenna, meggin, keith, drew, joe, adam, erica, and jessica. we went to a party at sam's house. me and jenna had had crazy strong shots. one shot of goldshloger and yagermister (have no idea how to spell either of these! sorry lol )2 buttery nipples, taste like butter scotch yum, and an appletini i was well past drunk.
i was mad at erica and jessica though because they were holding us up and taking forever because of weed, it was pretty fucked up but it was still nice to see them regardless.
sat i went home and hung out with parents and then went to my friend rorey's and me and my sister and and friends of theirs had a girls night it was fun we had a pollyanna for xmas and i had a really good shot called swedish fish. then i went home and andy picked me up. we went back to the city . we wanted to go the party on 11th but no one ended up going i was a lil disappointed but it was ok cuz we just stayed here hung out since it was pretty late anyways.
amy hasnt made eye contact with me in like a week and is being completely ridiculous. i dont know what is up with her but she obviously doesnt like me, but its not a surprise shes been acting like this for a while. i have been cleaning and being nice to her all the time to try and impress her but i guess it not working. she was doing home work in her room when me and andy left. when we came back she was cleaning and in the kitchen so we went in the bedroom to watch a movie since i wanted to lay down and she came in like 10 minutes later grabbed her things and slammed the door on us. when i asked her what was wrong and if she wanted to go in there and study she blew up on me. i dont want to hurt her feelings but she was being a lil dramatic, she only had to ask to study in there . i am not psychic , how was i supposed to know she was going to go in the room when she was cleaning the kitchen? if she never says any thing about how she feels , its not my fault if i dont know what she is going to be doing. all she needs to do is communicate, and if she wont there is nothing i can do to help the situation. she wants to talk to me so she can confront me when she is ready.
im tired of walking on my tip toes around every one. i just want it to be thanksgiving. 3 more days
friday was alot of fun and an odd group who hung out together, it was : me, jenna, meggin, keith, drew, joe, adam, erica, and jessica. we went to a party at sam's house. me and jenna had had crazy strong shots. one shot of goldshloger and yagermister (have no idea how to spell either of these! sorry lol )2 buttery nipples, taste like butter scotch yum, and an appletini i was well past drunk.
i was mad at erica and jessica though because they were holding us up and taking forever because of weed, it was pretty fucked up but it was still nice to see them regardless.
sat i went home and hung out with parents and then went to my friend rorey's and me and my sister and and friends of theirs had a girls night it was fun we had a pollyanna for xmas and i had a really good shot called swedish fish. then i went home and andy picked me up. we went back to the city . we wanted to go the party on 11th but no one ended up going i was a lil disappointed but it was ok cuz we just stayed here hung out since it was pretty late anyways.
amy hasnt made eye contact with me in like a week and is being completely ridiculous. i dont know what is up with her but she obviously doesnt like me, but its not a surprise shes been acting like this for a while. i have been cleaning and being nice to her all the time to try and impress her but i guess it not working. she was doing home work in her room when me and andy left. when we came back she was cleaning and in the kitchen so we went in the bedroom to watch a movie since i wanted to lay down and she came in like 10 minutes later grabbed her things and slammed the door on us. when i asked her what was wrong and if she wanted to go in there and study she blew up on me. i dont want to hurt her feelings but she was being a lil dramatic, she only had to ask to study in there . i am not psychic , how was i supposed to know she was going to go in the room when she was cleaning the kitchen? if she never says any thing about how she feels , its not my fault if i dont know what she is going to be doing. all she needs to do is communicate, and if she wont there is nothing i can do to help the situation. she wants to talk to me so she can confront me when she is ready.
im tired of walking on my tip toes around every one. i just want it to be thanksgiving. 3 more days