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today was such a weird day- to much stuff happening in one day makes me crazy , first off all the bad stuff that went down this morning , then museum for art history was a fun adventure, me and matt are really bad at directions cuz neither one of us could find, the bus,32nd street, the museum, the roman exhibit or the exit! we were there out about 2 and 1/2 hours but only were looking at the exhibit for like 45 minutes. oh well it was fun and just walking around the city and talking was a nice break from the rest of my week. then home and class and home again. fought with andy we will never get along, i feel like its my fault though. some times im just like the sooner i break it off the less it will hurt when its over but i cant think like that. its our cycle starting over again should have known but at least it went for pretty long this time. we'll see, im gonna try and not let things bother me and i wont hurt. then after our phone call i went up to meggins to watch ER even though we really didnt watch it we just talked. and now im home and finally calm for the first time today. to many diff feelings for one day. people are so complex its crazy that all we are is skin and bones underneath. im going to bed now